Night by night
Last night, I got so confused and I didn’t know what to do. I was overthinking with the fact that I can’t make you as happy like how I made you happy before. I’m tired. Tired of not being enough and tired of these thoughts that i can’t hold much longer. But then again we fixed it like how we promise to each other that we will fix our problems.
This night I think I got out of hand. Maybe it’s because of lack or sleep and my mood just shifted again. I can be bipolar at times (haha) and now you’re not talking to me.
The last thing you asked was “3 things that upsets you.” I told you that I’m not in the mood for those because I was just upset. Maybe with the fact that most of the things that upsets me is related to you. I don’t actually know what 3 things that upsets me but I only have one answer for you that may serve your question.
The things that upsets me the most when we’re not okay. Maybe you think it’s dense but no. Because most of the we’re not okay to the point that we don’t even really talk that much. We talk but I just can’t feel that much connection. It is always “Okay.” “Okay.” I’m sorry but i don’t like conversations like that. It upsets me to the point that I feel like we’re losing each other slowly. The thought of drifting apart from you hurts me the most. And right now I don’t know what is happening to you or where are you even now.
I hope I answered your question.